Fashion: London Fashion Weekend

From the goodie bag & catwalk show:

• Black tote bag designed by Tanya Ling
  
• RoC Renewex MicroDermabrasion Expert Kit
• ASOS October 2008 Catalogue/Magazine
• The Catwalk Guide
• ELLE Accessories Supplement
• Simple Daily Radiance Cleansing Wipes
• Elizaabeth Arden Eight Hour Cream Samples: Skin Protectant, Intensive Moisturising Hand Treatment & Intensive Moisturising Body Treatment
• Galaxy Chocolate Bar 150g
• Toni&Guy Travel Size Boost-It Mousse
  
• St. Tropez Tanning Sample Set: Body Polisher, Body Moisturiser with L-Tyrosine & Tinted Self-Tanning Lotion
• The Little Pink Book 2009 from Handbag.com - Cute diary with fashion, beauty and shopping tips and maps
• LavAzza Qualità Oro Vacuum Packed 100% Arabica Coffee Sample 50g
• 2 Samples of Moxie Slenders Regular Ultra Thin Pads with Wings (Which comes in the cutest packaging ever)

From my newly ELLE subscription:

• Benefit Creaseless Cream Shadow/Liner in My Date's My Brother (Pink)
• Set of Travel Brushes (Blush, Eye Shadow, Concealer and Eyebrow/Liner brush)
• A glass of Moet Champaign
  

My Purchases:

• Black Rinestone Glasses necklace by Anna Lou of London
  
• Green Skinny Belt by McQ
  

Tonight...

...was fucking weird. I hate to be in this situation, never again.

This is it.

Enough.

Life: Pain, pain, and more pain...

I made it out to the house today, I had to go into work and work was willing to pay for a taxi to and from my house. It was a bit of a stressful day but it was nice to be out.

In advice from my colleague, we put some antiseptic cream and breathable bandage on my wounds. She swears it'll keep all the germs away and pushes all the bad stuff out. It was all fine until I got home, the bigger wound on the right ankle started to really hurt, the pain was so intolerable I couldn't walk but just sat and cried for two hours. I decided to take a peek to the hurting wound to find that it became red and swollen. I quickly tried to look up on the interweb, most of the sites said it might be infected. The cut near my baby toe on the same feet started to feel numb and hurt as well. I was completely freaked out that I might have an infection, so I texted my flatmate if she can accompany me to the GP tomorrow.

I decided to peel all of the bandages off, my right foot feels better, and swollen bits have gone down and it's not as red as before. Still in much pain though, if pain persists tomorrow, I'm definitely going to see the doctor.

Fashion: Gok, show me magic!

Alexa Chung and Gok Wan in Gok's Fashion Fix on Channel 4

My flatmates reckon I'm a telly junkie, but I swear I don't watch crap TV like soaps and Big Brother! Long awaited "Gok's Fashion Fix" premièred tonight on C4. Two of my favourite TV personalities hosting a brand new fashion show - Gok Wan and the stylish Alexa Chung.

In this series, Gok challenges current high fashion trends with the high-street finds. Pick something high-street and make it look expensive whether you're styling by adding accessories or adding to the piece, it's about personalising to make it unique. There were some good DIY tips and ideas there. The bottomline of his motto is to find your own personal style in which he's in search for the most stylish person in the UK (he hasn't met me yet). Nevertheless, there's the Gok's "Must Haves" of the week and some celebrity guests, because you have to. Meanwhile, Alexa takes the roadtest on the trendiest and highest shoes to the test in an ultimate stiletto race and interviewing Roberto Cavalli in his holiday home.

Love it! Gok it! Love it!

Life: I don't believe in being brave

Where does one start to cope? I couldn't sleep for days, every time I closed my eyes, I saw those hand covering my face. I feel really alone. My flatmates haven't been home much, and I don't dare to ask people for company. My sister didn't even care. No more follow up email from the one I wanted to hear the most, it's rather heartbreaking.

I'm recovering slowly physically, a bit more mobile without cuts breaking and bleeding has stop. Just a case of ugly oozing of white puss now. Some of the cuts still hurts greatly. I'm such a wimp. Bruises are settling in, lots more pain has emerged mainly from the right side of the body.

I haven't stepped out of the house since Sunday, I made it to the gate to get the mail today but I was hoping my personal alarm has arrived, it hasn't. I still feel violated and bummed out by the assault. How dare they! They don't have any rights to do that, I wish karma will catch up on those little thugs.

Today is my last day to be home, I've been working from home, which is a good thing. It gives me something to focus on. Work is willing to pay for me to go to work tomorrow by taxi. The idea of stepping out of the house is still daunting. I have the mental image of the two thugs looking out for me, "we didn't get that bitch last time, we'll get her this time!" But if I don't work, I don't get paid, even I can't bring myself to step out of the house right now, reality sometimes is a bitch isn't it?